Second chances and changes of heart are so blue of me……sorry if you do not understand but my feelings are slowly falling into a better place.New friends old friends……and my sister Dayna and my nephews will be here tomorrow,yay,
oh and we had a visit from my brother, sis-in law, nephew and niece in may…..I have pics from that i need to post. and my son is one year and one week today how fast!!!
some of my days are better than others…..But im in good spirits today…….now to see my leigha twins and there mom ( Andrea Downs )would make me happy! because i miss them……Thanks and that is all bye bye!!!
RIP Tupac Amaru Shakur and Happy Birthday <3
What an Amazing man the world was blessed to have for a What seemed like a split second,he dropped some of the most prolific knowledge Our human race has Ever envisioned.
Today we will Celebrate what would have been his 41st Year on this earth. Even though Tupac isn’t here….’keep your head up’ to the sky, receive and believe What This man had to say……Cause Drake and all these other rappers out here have a garbage-ass message that makes me long for the days of pac!
All <3<3<3 — MInnie MAc
My mind is swirling, I partly don’t know what to think anymore.Friday my brother and his family came from out of town.It was good to see my brother after not seeing him for a few years.His Children are beautiful,i just wish i could see them more often.My problem with that was i felt left out when he went out to my dad and grandpa’s grave without me and my brother who would love to go fore we haven’t been nor does my mother believe in visiting graves….i was disappointed.
Then yesterday, memorial day , after four months and two weeks of not speaking to my best friend she called me and apologized.after sleepless nights and wondering if she ever even though of me like i did her or how big did her kids get or where exactly everything went wrong and pondering what we could have done different.i completely but shockingly accepted her apology,the worst pain is i not only missed er wedding but i wasn’t apart of her very special day.looking at the wedding pictures i feel like everything went well….yet something,someone was missing…….me! That’s a pain we can never fix,we can never have that day back,just because were two stubborn females who couldn’t get past some bullshit by just speaking on it as the adults we are.I’m Glad she called,that’s enough to make me want to get past this.Besides sisters fight…right.
And to top everything off i know i am a very opinionated person, but i never wanted to have an opinion about someone else’s situation and i’m going through it too.i wonder how females can be so blind that a man can cheat and she is too in love to see…well i believed that was the one thing in my relationship i would not have to worry about..but now i am in the same boat and sympathizing wit these women i was once so baffled about.
Now i understand how it can happen, now i understand no matter how hard you love, great you sex ,what beautiful child you have , money you make and draws you wash won’t make him fly right, Mary j. knew what she was talking about when she sang Mr. wrong,all these men are Mr wrong. But you lay your down, Love yourself and let that man know “I will leave you so quick”.But hell i don’t have no answers.I don’t believe he did anything more than solicited some females on craigslist,but i will never let i’m know that, as far as i’m concerned were at square one with trust,after 4years ha!
I should do this more often i feel better!
All <3 <3 <3 Minnie-Mac
I tell ya,the things you go through in love will make you re-evaluate your morals…re-evaluate yourself and your situation.
Whoa this is the last song i recorded 2009 (can’t believe i’m doing this). Anyway my lyrics go…..should i get back on it.like my status if i’m dope!……if not what u got :) all <3